Minu lõputöö „nostalgia ja kahetsus“ tutvustab ja käsitleb kaht suvekodu kui mälestuste allikat. Suvila ja vanaema maakodu – kaks mulle üliolulist maja – müüdi minu lapsepõlve jooksul maha. Heidan sügavama pilgu endasse, teadvustades mõtteid ja tundeid, millest olen hoidunud aastaid. Soovin endaga rahu teha, leppides olukorraga ning väärtustades mälestusi, kogemusi ja emotsioone, mida lapsepõlv kaasa andis. Sukeldun nostalgia üleküllusesse, kahetsen raisatud võimalusi, olen aus iseendaga. Soovin maalidega avaldada austust enda sisemisele lapsele ja perele, kes kinkis mulle niivõrd ilusa lapsepõlve.
My final project “Nostalgia and Regret” introduces and discusses two summer homes as a source of memories. The cottage and my grandmother’s country house – two houses that were very important to me – were sold during my childhood. I take a deeper look inside myself, realizing thoughts and feelings that I have avoided for years. I want to make peace with myself by accepting the situation and valuing the memories, experiences and emotions that childhood brought with it. I dive into an abundance of nostalgia, I regret wasted opportunities, I am honest with myself. With paintings, I want to pay tribute to my inner child and the family that gave me such a beautiful childhood.
